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Mr. Ed

From The Outside Looking In

I’m never gonna fit
my love is not enough
you won’t see me an equal
epiphany is tough
 
I’m not a member of the club
I have no drug of choice
I’m not in the inner circle
I don’t deserve a voice
 
I’m sorry that I pushed you
demands too high to meet
I’m sorry that you see my place
as laying at your feet
 
I’m sorry that my friends
have turned their backs and run
I’m sorry I am only good
for everybody’s fun
 
I’m sorry that a stranger
deserves your civil tongue
while I who stand beside you
must hang from bottom rung
 
I’m sorry that I frighten you
by standing solid ground
I’m sorry that I don’t live up
to all the friends you’ve found
 
I’m sorry that you felt the need
to use me as a joke
leave me open to attack
all for the sake of smoke
 
I’m sorry my existence
was soo easily discarded
and now I must be punished
with cruelty bombarded
 
I’m sorry that my friends
to whom I felt soo dear
could easily reject me
then pass the blunt and cheer
 
I’m sorry I will never be
what I was again
now a target for disdain
from the outside looking in

(2004)

written during what was, to date, the darkest time in my life. I was forced to accept that people, regardless of their intelligence or awareness, can be such cowards in life. I am not sure how some people even live with themselves. But I now know that everything is a stepping stone toward a better life

#Betrayal

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