I Envy Your Disguise, por Mr. Ed

Mr. Ed

I Envy Your Disguise

I know I shouldn’t be here

you tell me that I’m wrong

since you made me what I’m not

I know I don’t belong

My friends can only stare at me

they don’t know what to say

they speak to you and look at me

then turn and walk away

you tell me that I’m seeing things

that isn’t what was done

while laughter dances in your eyes

my agony your fun

you think that I deserve this

for standing on my feet

I should have let you run away

isn’t vengeance sweet

you’ve turned and twisted who I am

I see it in their eyes

you’ve made yourself the better

I envy your disguise

(2004)

written during what was, to date, the darkest time in my life. I was forced to accept that people, regardless of their intelligence or awareness, can be such cowards in life. I am not sure how some people even live with themselves. But I now know that everything is a stepping stone toward a better life

#Betrayal

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