#Americans #Jews #Women
I put our books face to face so they could talk. They whispered about us. I put yours on top of mine. They would not mate.
This is the long tunnel of wanting… Its walls are lined with remembere… wet & red as the inside of you… full & juicy as your probing t… warm as your belly against mine,
I mourn a dead friend, like myself… —Pablo Neruda about César Vallej… I looked at the book. ‘It will stand,’ I thought. Not a palace
I am happiest near the ocean, where the changing light reminds me of my death & the fact that it need not be…
On the first night of the full moon, the primeval sack of ocean broke, & I gave birth to you
There is only one story: he loved her, then stopped loving her, while she did not stop loving him.
The cover of the book is astral violet, & within it are poems, most of them
Because she wants to touch him, she moves away. Because she wants to talk to him, she keeps silent. Because she wants to kiss him,
‘Death is our eternal companion,’… —Carlos Castaneda My death looks exactly like me. She lives to my left,
Little egg, little nub, full complement of fingers, toes, little rose blooming
You open to me a little, then grow afraid and close again, a small boy
I began by loving women & the love turned to bitterness. My mother, the bitter, whose bitter lesson–
In Autumn, as in Spring, the sap flows, the sap wishes to race against heartbeats
We used to strike sparks off each other. Our eyes would meet or our hands, & the blue lightning of love
The experience of fear is not an o… —J. Krishnamurti In dreams I descend into the cave of my past: a child with a morgue-tag