I’m always enamored with, Short periods of time, With fantasies of, Your hand in mine.

‘I’ am the lifeless infinite. ‘I’ am the sun, perforating throug… ‘I’ am a strawberry moon. But what is I?

I can’t say I know, The bed where you lay, The shape, color, and patterns, That makes up your day, I can only say now,

Whenever I’m alone, I stay smiling, Counting the stitches sewn, On 100 thread count sheets, Wishing for rain,

Tried to meditate, too many different people, are inside my head.

It feels much less like a kick in… but a slap in the face, I would say ‘fuck it’, but it wouldn’t adequately represe… that was lacked in,

Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,

Despite the rips in between the se… I can’t escape my bones, I can’t fight the dreams, So I wait but, I can’t manage to speak,

“You’re trapped.” He explains, My body is bare, I’m losing time, And losing air.

Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks, Can I have running through the wo…

‘We’re the same’, Teetering on edges of lines, I ca… And you say again ‘we are the same… Conflating words, Of an honest one,

You collect calluses, Like precious gems, Revering their form, Keeping them close, And if it wasn’t for me,