Tried to meditate, too many different people, are inside my head.
“You’re trapped.” He explains, My body is bare, I’m losing time, And losing air.
You never loved me, Only the taste of my name, As it lingered on your slithering… Falling out, dripping, With poisons of promises,
Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks, Can I have running through the wo…
Despite the rips in between the se… I can’t escape my bones, I can’t fight the dreams, So I wait but, I can’t manage to speak,
‘I’ am the lifeless infinite. ‘I’ am the sun, perforating throug… ‘I’ am a strawberry moon. But what is I?
‘We’re the same’, Teetering on edges of lines, I ca… And you say again ‘we are the same… Conflating words, Of an honest one,
I’m always enamored with, Short periods of time, With fantasies of, Your hand in mine.
I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...
I’m not a side dish, I’m not a left—over, you can’t put me away, you can’t save me for later, as with all things,
It feels much less like a kick in… but a slap in the face, I would say ‘fuck it’, but it wouldn’t adequately represe… that was lacked in,
Stumbling over words, Like a child stumbles over shoe la… Left undone. Every word I want to say, Left undone.
She melds into the rhythm, listening for a heartbeat, escaping into the fumes, her thoughts incomplete. She escaped through the cracks,
The warmth of my tea, How lovely at six a.m. Oh! The little things.
under florescents, the cigarette butts are like confe… glittering the sidewalk, with anxiety.
