#Ego #InfiniteJen #Jenay #Meditation #Zen
She melds into the rhythm, listening for a heartbeat, escaping into the fumes, her thoughts incomplete. She escaped through the cracks,
Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks.... Can I have running through the wo…
You never loved me, Only the taste of my name, As it lingered on your slithering… Falling out, dripping, With poisons of promises,
I’m not a side dish, I’m not a left—over, you can’t put me away, you can’t save me for later, as with all things,
“You’re trapped.” He explains, My body is bare, I’m losing time, And losing air.
under florescents, the cigarette butts are like confe… glittering the sidewalk, with anxiety.
The language of love flowed freely… Through the rivers of our veins, During the summer we discovered ma… And razors edges. We used the torn corners,
The warmth of my tea, How lovely at six a.m. Oh! The little things.
I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...
Flying out of the nest, At sixty mph, Four hours—without rest.
No implications, Did I notice at the time, Only the key strokes.
Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,
It feels much less like a kick in… but a slap in the face, I would say ‘fuck it’, but it wouldn’t adequately represe… that was lacked in,
‘We’re the same’, Teetering on edges of lines, I ca… And you say again ‘we are the same… Conflating words, Of an honest one,
I’m always enamored with, Short periods of time, With fantasies of, Your hand in mine.