For Allie
#Allie #Fumes #Heartbeat #Jen #Jenay #Unfolding
I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...
The language of love flowed freely… Through the rivers of our veins, During the summer we discovered ma… And razors edges. We used the torn corners,
I’m always enamored with, Short periods of time, With fantasies of, Your hand in mine.
‘We’re the same’, Teetering on edges of lines, I ca… And you say again ‘we are the same… Conflating words, Of an honest one,
Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,
Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks, Can I have running through the wo…
“You’re trapped.” He explains, My body is bare, I’m losing time, And losing air.
The warmth of my tea, How lovely at six a.m. Oh! The little things.
You never loved me, Only the taste of my name, As it lingered on your slithering… Falling out, dripping, With poisons of promises,
I’m not a side dish, I’m not a left—over, you can’t put me away, you can’t save me for later, as with all things,
‘I’ am the lifeless infinite. ‘I’ am the sun, perforating throug… ‘I’ am a strawberry moon. But what is I?
Last Night. Was the first night I had a thous… Perforating with tender thoughts i… Last Night. Was the the first night, in my lif…
Stumbling over words, Like a child stumbles over shoe la… Left undone. Every word I want to say, Left undone.
No implications, Did I notice at the time, Only the key strokes.
Despite the rips in between the se… I can’t escape my bones, I can’t fight the dreams, So I wait but, I can’t manage to speak,