Wrote this a while ago.
Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,
Tried to meditate, too many different people, are inside my head.
Stumbling over words, Like a child stumbles over shoe la… Left undone. Every word I want to say, Left undone.
The language of love flowed freely… Through the rivers of our veins, During the summer we discovered ma… And razors edges. We used the torn corners,
“You’re trapped.” He explains, My body is bare, I’m losing time, And losing air.
The warmth of my tea, How lovely at six a.m. Oh! The little things.
You collect calluses, Like precious gems, Revering their form, Keeping them close, And if it wasn’t for me,
under florescents, the cigarette butts are like confe… glittering the sidewalk, with anxiety.
‘We’re the same’, Teetering on edges of lines, I ca… And you say again ‘we are the same… Conflating words, Of an honest one,
Last Night. Was the first night I had a thous… Perforating with tender thoughts i… Last Night. Was the the first night, in my lif…
I can’t say I know, The bed where you lay, The shape, color, and patterns, That makes up your day, I can only say now,
She melds into the rhythm, listening for a heartbeat, escaping into the fumes, her thoughts incomplete. She escaped through the cracks,
No implications, Did I notice at the time, Only the key strokes.
You never loved me, Only the taste of my name, As it lingered on your slithering… Falling out, dripping, With poisons of promises,
Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks, Can I have running through the wo…
