Wrote this a while ago.
You never loved me, Only the taste of my name, As it lingered on your slithering… Falling out, dripping, With poisons of promises,
I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...
“You’re trapped.” He explains, My body is bare, I’m losing time, And losing air.
under florescents, the cigarette butts are like confe… glittering the sidewalk, with anxiety.
You collect calluses, Like precious gems, Revering their form, Keeping them close, And if it wasn’t for me,
‘We’re the same’, Teetering on edges of lines, I ca… And you say again ‘we are the same… Conflating words, Of an honest one,
Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,
I can’t say I know, The bed where you lay, The shape, color, and patterns, That makes up your day, I can only say now,
Stumbling over words, Like a child stumbles over shoe la… Left undone. Every word I want to say, Left undone.
Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks, Can I have running through the wo…
I’m not a side dish, I’m not a left—over, you can’t put me away, you can’t save me for later, as with all things,
Last Night. Was the first night I had a thous… Perforating with tender thoughts i… Last Night. Was the the first night, in my lif…
Despite the rips in between the se… I can’t escape my bones, I can’t fight the dreams, So I wait but, I can’t manage to speak,
‘I’ am the lifeless infinite. ‘I’ am the sun, perforating throug… ‘I’ am a strawberry moon. But what is I?
Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks.... Can I have running through the wo…
