(2013)
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
You grip my heart in your hands My blood spilling over the white c… Squeezing until I beg for death Yet you make me suffer in this hel… Your chilling laugh eats at my min…
What once was mine, And completely whole. Now wanders away, Devastatingly alone. But t creeps back,
Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing
One day I found a cookie, And then it ran away. It just up and left me, It didn’t want to stay. That cookie was so perfect,
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
Fallen from grace An angel inside Screaming for freedom With no place to hide Slowly falling
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
Beaten, battered, bruised. I am broken. When someone chooses to push Hump… They don’t stick around to see if… I have been pushed and I am falli…
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.