(2013)
One day I found a cookie, And then it ran away. It just up and left me, It didn’t want to stay. That cookie was so perfect,
A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
Buried deep inside Hidden from view Walls towering so high With no way through Then you came along
Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me
What is love? Love is the feeling of home Knowing it will always be there. Love is being together Knowing that what is mine is yours…
All you need is a spark And then the flame ignites Somedays it’s almost dead Somedays it’s burning bright In order to feed the flame
Can you see A shadow in the dark The monsters lurking Waiting to tear you apart The blood of their latest victim
Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk