(2013)
Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
Fallen from grace An angel inside Screaming for freedom With no place to hide Slowly falling
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
One day I found a cookie, And then it ran away. It just up and left me, It didn’t want to stay. That cookie was so perfect,
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you
What once was mine, And completely whole. Now wanders away, Devastatingly alone. But t creeps back,
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you