(2013)
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you
One day I found a cookie, And then it ran away. It just up and left me, It didn’t want to stay. That cookie was so perfect,
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
Fallen from grace An angel inside Screaming for freedom With no place to hide Slowly falling
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
Sometimes I think to myself: What is wrong with me? Then I reiterate and ask: What is wrong with the world? When I was young I was considered…