Don't blame Them
If I had to ask god if I failed would it really be a question.
If I had a second chance to take would that mean the first was a waste.
If I couldn’t receive love would it fill me with hate.
If I didn’t respect life would it be mine to take.
If my brother was my brother would he show me the way.
As I lay my life on the line for my beliefs an what’s mine,
But what man wouldn’t, I dont expect to be aknowledge.
Longs as my seeds are born free an given the chance to see college,
See me I suffered enough for two lifetimes.
Watching mama through her drug addiction wishing I could paint a perfect picture to fix it. Sometimes I wonder what would of been different,
If daddy was home an mama wouldn’t always missing.
When the actual truth is, I made the decisions that put me in this position.
