This is how I feel a lot of the times. I am jealous over my friends and everything they are able to posses. Though what they have isn't important in societies eyes, it is something I have always craved. I act two different ways with them a lot, and it is finally catching up to me physically. I'm mentally and emotionally drained and now my physical life is taking the beating..
Just a vent for today. I hope that you enjoyed it. I will try to post more frequently. My mind just hasn't been in the best place lately, and it is hard for me to find the words I want to say.