The first time I messed up
Cutting held my hand
She walked with me for two years
Never giving up
When I lost her

One part of me is white
The other half black
Constantly in battle
With the other half
Left, right

You tell me to be kind
And to use nice words
You tell me to control myself
And keep my hands by my sides
You say to me “Control your anger

One life
Two sides
Three friends
Four lies
Five tries

I never thought
I would have enough courage
To write you this letter
About how I feel about you
And how much I care

The day has started
And here I am
Up late another night
Thinking about people I love
My Father, Angie, Kass.

Every day after school
After she leaves a place of hell
She heads on to her humble domain
Where she stays alone for hours on
Until her guardians come home

Deep underwater
Won’t last long
Trying to find my way
Can barely see
Then finally I see the sun

First time
Shame on you
Second?
Shame on me
I’m not falling for this again

He follows blindly
Never asking questions
Just doing whatever he is told
He doesn’t think anything is wrong
Until the day where everything cru