Tears from the Heart
I don’t think he’ll ever know the difference that it made
Or how deep the feelings go and price that we had paid
And now that we are one, our love should inter-twine
That all should be forgotten, just deleted from the mind
I wish it were that easy, I wish so many things
The hurt is not forgotten, the pain that still remains
I wonder how my love for him, stayed so strong within
Those many nights crying and wondering where he’s been
I want so bad to forget and the hurt to disappear
Little things remind me, which bring upon the fear
How do I make him understand, there has to be an end
And if there is respect for me, she’ll no longer be his friend
If only he could know, the heartache I still feel
Maybe all the pain I have, will then begin to heal
How I wish it could go back, the way it use to be
And know without a doubt, his loves for only me
It’s hard for me to understand, why it lingers on
You’d think by now it’s something, he’d make sure was gone
When you find out you’re not loved back, the same way that you give
The choices that your forced to make, in which you will then live
I fight within myself, not to express it all out loud
Because of my own values and needing to stand proud
I know it must be hard for him, for mistakes are hard to bare
But everyday in his own way, he shows me that he cares
He tries to re-assure me, there is nothing going on
His quiet way of saying, that our love is strong
I know I should be happy, for I’m the one he chose
It doesn’t erase the madness, that’s not the way it goes
What makes me still believe in him, what makes my love stay strong
How do I know he’s faithful, no longer do me wrong
Yet in our private moments, he’ll touch me in a way
No words can express, that special time of day
It’s something he processes, that no one can explain
That extra special something, that wipes away the pain
