After All
Is your answer on the ceiling?
Is the writing on the wall?
You stare so focused into space
But do you see anything at all?
I tried to be you answer to it all
Got shot down, kicked around, thrown down
You were so focused on yourself
You never saw me there at all
I was ready to be your all
Your everything
You pushed me away
Like it was nothing
Was it worth it after all
Tell me how happy you are now
You’re so content in your own mediocrity
You’re so fucking happy in your self-imposed shell
My vibrancy intimidated you; you couldn’t stand it
But now your lonely little shell’s your self-created hell
And I was ready to be
Your everything
You threw me away
As if I were less than nothing
But tell me do you miss me now?
Was it worth it after all?
I always saw so much more in you
I always felt it deeply, too
But my heart must have a learning disability
To still give a damn about you and anything you do
Does the ceiling have your answers now?
Are my eyes reflected there?
Does the writing on the wall tell you you were wrong?
Was it really worth it after all?
You pushed away your everything
The best thing
And ended up with nothing
And I would feel so sorry for you
But you’re not event worth it now
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