(2013)
( RAMBLINGS & RANTS ) Heh heh, Sometimes I drink Holy… And although the sun beats down on… It’s a paradox of problems, which… Like how I try to reach the sky,…
“ BleNdEr ” I feel I have grown, why am I suc… I feel calmer now, when I’m not s… Sometimes I like who I see, but m… I should go seek help, yet I know…
“I Am” I’m like a tree in the driest of s… Or maybe an engine, in desperate n… I’m but a raft, dry rotted from th… A hand full of bullets, but missin…
Flying thru the Galaxy on this ro… Billions of destinations, how can… To believe there nothing in the va… I wonder what they would think? I… Would they wonder why we hurt each…
My blood is my life, so let it flo… Erase my brain, so I’m not to kno… For years this body has taken its… That’s yours too, just leave me my… I cannot undo, the things in my pa…
I sat one day and just listened, t… It was not unlike the most wonderf… Float. The earth it seemed it was… For a moment I was lost in the Sp… So many tones from so many sectors…
2. “ Humane Humans ” Listen? Is that so hard to do? Everyone is always talking, but ca… Smile, how’s it feel upon your fac… You should do it more, till it no…
There’s laughter I hear each nigh… Also some words, but I can’t tell… I think I’m planing to take my on… For under my pillow, I found a la… I don’t remember me, placing it th…
I wait for the sunrise, as the edg… It’s warmth finally reaches to me,… The chill that was the night, fade… I look to the heavens, to greet th… The clouds they look purple, and n…
48? What the fuck! Isn’t life suppose to suck? As a kid I was always told, There’s nothing good, when you get… But it really hasn’t been so bad,
She lays on the floor, Needle hanging from her vein . Killing herself slowly, While erasing life and its pain . She feels she drifting,
I’m like a tree in the driest of s… Or maybe an engine, in desperate n… I’m but a raft, dry rotted from th… A hand full of bullets, but missin… Simply I’m a body, that’s missing…
“ Nothing Will Grow” All hearts that are ripped in two,… And all mistrust is started with a… The death of a love will hold both… pain they didn’t think they could…
What’s back there in the shadows? Beyond the edge of reality . I’ve heard hissing, and ive heard… But far to scared to go and see . I know the fabric of this existenc…
I wish to be calm, yes that’s all… But there’s always a storm, raging… I don’t know why things, can bothe… But through my body there’s tremor… I don’t remember such feelings, wh…