My Dream, by Kim

My Dream

Even though I can’t see him,

I know he’s there.

I feel his breath,

His fingers through my hair.

His smiles I see,

His arms wrapped around me,

His hand in mine tight.

It feels so right.

I feel his kiss on my forehead,

And his body next to me in bed.

He holds me when I cry,

And stops when I lie.

He’s my dream, he’s my life, he’s the best

I just haven’t met him yet.

It’s just not fair, That I have to feel this way, And be confused about everything, Every single day. I’m sick of the pain,

Screw you daddy, For making me cry, Now because of you, I want to die. You screwed up my life,

I’ve known love like this, One time before, And my heart knows the pain Once more. And I’m living my life,

I know the way I act, Is somewhat confusing. But I’m trying to figure out, Whatever I’m doing. I know I always mess things up,

Sometimes I wonder, How different it would be, If tonight, instead, You’d be with me. If we would have lasted,

If I smile would you notice, If I cry would you care? If I scream my loudest, Would you know I’m there? If I fall to my knees,

Have you ever wanted something, Something so bad That everything changes And you start to go mad. You can’t help crying,

The first day was sweet, Had our first kiss. Really didn’t know much of him, Except I was now his. Second day was fun.

The sun still shines, The grass still grows, The flowers still bloom, The moon still glows Children still laugh,