I’ve had a lot of trouble finding…
I covered my arms and thigh in sca…
hoping to feel something other tha…
I’ve hid away from the world with…
I wanted to be like everyone else…
Mary-Anne, don’t sit and cry,
come out to play, don’t be shy.
Don’t worry your little head,
let yourself free.
Mary-Anne come and seek,
She was bright and she was brave
she was friendly and gave,
but one day everything changed.
She gave her trust to someone
she had just met, he broke it
Is it from the mind,
or does it comes from your body?
The hate and discontent with yours…
the scars and the cuts.
Do you control this feeling?
Walking through my house,
when i interact with my family
i feel as if i am,
When i care for my brother,
Deep deaths and empty lives,
emptiness found deep in with one.
Procrastinating about ending it al…
resting your wrists and,
Ensuring your friends you’re okay.
I lie in bed,
thinking of what and how,
how everything happens,
and now I find myself
thinking am I awake?
With aging, are you sure
your going to still be here?
Are you going to tell me,
you Didn’t make the mistake?
I am going to wake,
one without harming,
one day without it overwhelming me…
24 hours strong.
A week and I go back
Without a goodbye my hearts aches
my last words fell silent on your…
I was blindsided by your cowardice
my face left wet and red again.
Why did I allow myself this false…
Sitting on the park bench,
no one notices anything.
I noticed you
walking towards me
nothing seemed wrong,
Goes the gun, as he falls,
She lay in her bed,
Finding the courage
to tell him,
she loved him.
She is an overwhelming feeling you…
a ghost, an echo rattling around i…
she has no cure no easy fix,
she’s always there.
she sits in the darkest, deepest c…
We lie, to ourselves
we shrink within the confinement o…
we lose ourselves.
We lie to protect ourselves,
from the prejudice of measly souls…