Part 1
I am not yet sure what the purpose of all this is
But I am glad he bulldozed calmly into my life. Like a force of nature he’s swept me away
I now fly in the euphoric light of his not wanting to ever lose it
His smile cuts edges from my darkness
Making me want to explore him further
His witty remarks sends bolts of giggles through me, awakening my inner happiness
His sincere openness and caring nature, as frightening as it may be, provides me with a sense of hope
That someone can like me for me.
I thought I pushed him away by over indulging him. Feeding him my decaying mess, he did not deter himself.
He is different from the guys I’ve experienced making me question my core beliefs.
Whatever the purpose of this encounter, for now I’ll be savouring him
(2015)
