Abuse
He took our fist and bite till they bled
Shot frozen paintball guns till we were bruised and red
Wrapped a hand around us till we had no air
Little did we know, there was more to bare
of course we didn’t know right from wrong
We just knew to keep quiet
And hope for the best that it wouldn’t last long
Sneak quietly so they don’t awake
Stop dead in our tracks
While the devil stares straight
We were young and innocent
We did not deserve this
We grew up together
And lived believing we’re worthless
Now there’s a emptiness in my heart
That will never be for filled
I’m a mess, an emotional wreck
I’m constantly crying a piece of me was killed
I was beaten down so scared so confused
Please just tell me what did I do
It’s been 15 years now and I still think of these days
I have children now and now I live afraid
That they grow old and realizing
This world is such a cruel place
I will shelter and I will love
I will give what I never had
Cause my children deserve to be happy
And to never live a life constantly sad
(2015)
When I was younger Me and my brother were abused by my mothers ex boyfriend and our babysitter. Now that I have children of my own I live terrified each day and pray that my children never have to live the life I had because no one deserves that.
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