Devil In The Woods
I’m sitting here in the dark
Questioning my life, for where I stand right now
Depressed, you always expect the best
But I’m not like the rest
I was born in distress
Abuse and neglect, A mess
Constant stress
It feels like the world gave me a test
That I can’t fight, Can’t make it right
So many nights
Go by thinking it might be my last, it might
But I’m terrified for the afterlife
It’s midnight and I sleepwalked my way in the woods
I was blacked out, no one knew questioning if I should
My body was numb, my mind was spinning
If I do this, the devil is winning
I was standing there wondering if I would
Holding the rope, tie it around this tree
Tie it around my neck
Convinced myself I could
Simple as that, my life laid flat
Servicing to all my bad
Looking through my life of what I could’ve had
My vision went black
I only hear a ringing in my ears
And the blood from my tears
My face vessels pop
And my neck begins to rots
I can’t feel my toes
I can’t feel my hands
I can’t feel my body
I lost all control
I think this is it
I’m letting myself go
I just want you to know
I lived the life the best I could
I’ll be happy now, I know I would
You should let go now, you probably should
This is goodbye now
Goodnight for good..
Only so many are born ready for this world.
