Will I ever get over this pain?..
I’m on and off my meds
I just want to go to bed
But There’s a war going on inside my head
And I’m up awake thinking instead
Will I ever get over
The pain you made me feel
Will I ever get over it
And finally feel real?
Will I ever get over
And deal with my emotions sober
Will I ever get over this pain?
My mind is a broken record
Playing over and over again
All the games you played
All the lies you said
I’m sick of rethinking
Every step I’ve taken
To be in the position
Of self doubt and confusion
I’m lost in my tracks
Wishing I can take the knowing all back
Cause it’s killing me
Each day that passes by
I feel like being alive
Isn’t worth to survive
Cause I’m half dead inside with more each day dying
My mind won’t shut off
And I can’t take what you did back
I wish I never knew anything
Everynight I lay awake crying
I’m just so exhausted
So tired of trying
I’m sick of these memory’s
Some nights I feel like dying
And that’s selfish of me
Cause I’m a mother of three
But this depression continues to feed
Will I ever get over this pain?
