Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,
You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.
How can somebody Who loves to explore Be so afraid to leave?
I’ve been waiting For years And days And all the seconds For a warm body.
I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.
He helps her with her blush. She’s surging red, Velvet and soft like a rose. Her mouth’s gone dry With his wind.
You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,
Shambles: They hold my life together. I’m shredded into slices, Trying to hold it whole, And I wonder if anyone
Don’t cry Don’t cry Don’t cry Because it’s your birthday.
That red ribbon is so wrinkled. Rouge like blood Or rushing anger Or a blaring stop sign. It’s crumpled:
I am a plummeting plane. I see the clouds go past, And I close my eyes, sometimes, But I still feel where I’m going. Sometimes, I feel that
If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…
Twigs on fire Never linger, never flit. Their emotions stand dire To the situation that cannot be sp… Twigs on fire never see.
Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.
God, thank you For darkness, And fear, And death. Thank you