Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.

Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,

A seagull carried me away one day And took me to a secret island hid… I laughed at the waves and splashe… I even wrote notes to go with a so… The seagull was leaving and waved…

There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me

Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.

Can you hear it? It is the cry of the poor. Their howling curls inside of my h… It pains me as if I were one of t… But, I am.

Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times

Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,

Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,

While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.