The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,

Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me

You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

I dislike nothing more than Philosophy. How lazy.

That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her

While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling

Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give

I’ve been waiting For years And days And all the seconds For a warm body.

I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,

You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.