There is no real romance like fore… There is no time or room to breath… But just the beating of their hear… Traps you. Like a rabbit hopelessly ensnared,

The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it

I lost my innocence On a king-sized sheet With four posters And the two of us. Just the two of us

I feel that one never stops Loving their past loved ones. The nostalgia remembers all the Times when you slept in their bed, When you first opened up,

Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

I am a plummeting plane. I see the clouds go past, And I close my eyes, sometimes, But I still feel where I’m going. Sometimes, I feel that

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you

My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

That red ribbon is so wrinkled. Rouge like blood Or rushing anger Or a blaring stop sign. It’s crumpled:

The stars belong to both the sun And the moon Just as my heart does belong to yo… You may not see me, but I’ll be there.