What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said
I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.
Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,
I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,
Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that
I often cajole myself Into crying, But I refrain. I know I’ll never stop.
Your love Was like driving straight into the… Your attention was like Lying in a puddle of gold. You were sex and fun and cotton ca…
It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,
I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,
Woah. The bright sky Makes me want to live, And the grass Smells too good to miss.
My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,
Courage was not letting your broth… But preferring to die From their snide remarks Which shadow prejudice’s unkind da… What happened when they grew up?
Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.
Someone’s teaching me to give up. It’s like unrequited love, But we’ll break up in the end. I’m showing myself to give up When I see how I fall asleep in c…
Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.