I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.
I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.
He helps her with her blush. She’s surging red, Velvet and soft like a rose. Her mouth’s gone dry With his wind.
I often cajole myself Into crying, But I refrain. I know I’ll never stop.
I live inside my head Where soft flurries spin, And there’s a rise of warm water b… I live inside my head Where spikes stick out
God, thank you For darkness, And fear, And death. Thank you
But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,
He thinks I’m pretty And maybe too witty, That I was worth the fight. He claimed he’s so glad. I’m the best he’s ever had.
In the darkest night, A flower will grow.
The wind Loves To boast of Fickle love, But my
I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.
In my house, You don’t ask questions. The whispers from mom and dad Signal you to a hiding place. In my house,
If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?
Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that
My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,