Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.

You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it

You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.

I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.

What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said

It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,

Woah. The bright sky Makes me want to live, And the grass Smells too good to miss.

Winter is getting worse. Is there no justice In my punishment Brought about by my peers? I yearn to burrow in warm dirt

I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.