I was running To catch the horse In the snow From the bus I jumped into
I had hit rock bottom complete emptiness then - that’s when I felt it welling up from inside me & from all around me
tonight I put myself into Christmas jail... I mean lately I’ve put myself
The funny thing is I used to believe The problem Lied inside myself Like maybe
It was throbbing growing inside me I could feel it getting bigger with every second
Love me for me for what you see in my eyes for who I am, for what I know and for what I don’t know accept me as I am
Riding fast she paid no attention broken mirrors it wasn’t there it was in the half left shield she noticed, it was her, it was her face, deep lines
Twist the dial come on tell me you care tell me
Sometimes amidst all the shit pile… around your feet, you can see beau… if your eyes are open When you feel like you can’t breat… another breath, you realize
The darkness creeps inside me like tiny ripples in the sea slowly tearing
Sometimes I feel the words being driven out of me
I starred into the black fiery depths of hell the flame was glowing from behind their walls and the smoke rose from above
Little fishy, in your bowl trapped by the glass that holds your water - your life so like my body
There was Something So surreal About Washing
I felt the hands of heaven Reached down and Put you into my arms I felt like that is where You are supposed to stay