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Be Mine?

To Brendon Alaniz.

Be Mine?
 
You’re the only one I want. I swear that’s true. No matter what anyone says, nobody compares to you.
 
You’re the best guy I’ve ever met. The way you are is unreal. You don’t even know how great you make me feel.
 
Everything that you need has been right here. And I can see that you’re holding back those tears.
 
I just want you to hold me, cuddle me, wrap me up. And kiss me like you want to be loved.
 
When I think about you with her, my heart drops to the floor. Because I know that I can love you much more.
 
There’s no one I want more than you. And it kills me to know, that you don’t want me to.
 
I can tell that she doesn’t really adore you. To her you’re just another boy. And I tried to warn you.
 
I guess I don’t blame you though. I don’t even love myself. How can you love a girl who wishes she were anybody else?
 
Who could love a girl that hates herself, that cuts herself, and doesn’t ever eat? If it was a competition between me and someone else, I  would always be beat.
 
I know that you’re different. And I’m begging you to stay. And I know I’m not anything special, but I was hoping you could maybe love me anyway.
 
You’re perfect for me. There’s nothing I could want more. No matter what anyone says, you’re worth waiting for.
 
There’s nothing in the world I want more than you. I don’t want money I don’t want fame, I don’t even want Harry Styles. All that matters to me is Brendon Alaniz, and that he smiles.
 
I just want a chance. And I know you deserve way better than me. But please just let me love you, and you will see.
 
If you were mine, I’d treat you like a king. I would give you the moon. Because you deserve everything.
 
If we were together everything would be perfect. You would be way better than fine. So what do you say, Brendon, be mine?

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