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She Looses.

She Looses  
 
People say she has a problem. She disagrees. She just can’t see what others see.
 
She doesn’t care if its dangerous. She wants to be perfect. She thinks anything she has to do it worth it.
 
She thinks she deserves it. All the pain. She thinks its her fault. She’s the one to blame.
 
She kept it a secret. From everyone. But being alone, isn’t much fun.
 
People were concerned. But this only made her mad. She didn’t want them to know, she was this sad.
 
Why do you always go to the bathroom after a meal? People say. She doesn’t answer. She just turns her head and looks away.
 
It’s really not that big of a deal. Who cares why She always goes to the bathroom after a meal?
 
Eating everything she can. Then getting rid of it. No matter how much she eats, she doesn’t feel full one bit.
 
She’s always sad. Though she smiles, she hasn’t really been happy for awhile.
 
She eats everything she finds. Her mind is tore. She tries not to eat. And when she does, she hates herself a little more.
 
She was sick, and needed help no doubt. She was destroying herself from the inside out.
 
She knows its wrong. And she isn’t fine. The horrible thoughts, just won’t leave her mind.
 
She tries to stop. But it’s not something she chooses. She still keeps fighting, but in the end she looses.

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