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Feeling a multitude of emotions, that feel jumbled inside. So I thought I'd try to articulate it in a poem.
#Callous #Happy #Numb
Jumping in the sky When I’m in your arms I soar Diving into the Milky Way Trying to make the fear of love ok Flying over rooftops & seas
My love haunted My hope hunted All I ever wanted Was to be wanted Waiting for your call
Swimming in a sea of wonder Waking to the crash of thunder Running till the fear ceases And light creases Bending but never breaking
Falling through a slit between the… Hoping to erase the hopelessness Sleeplessness brings Chasing after forgotten memories Longing to ascertain the meaning o…
Danger stalks far & wide Questions linger in the air Waiting at the curb to catch a rid… Staring at the car lights Ready to set off a flare
Wondering what I did wrong? What’d I say to make you walk awa… I guess we both weren’t strong eno… Maybe we’re better off this way Me sitting alone in my apartment
Windswept lovers blown to & fro Lost at sea so long ago Their time togehter was bitterswee… Years have past, their love repeat… Picking up where they last left of…
Prolonging the inevitable Wanting this feeling to linger Succumbing to the infallible Feeling like we’re strangers Staring at me w/a dormant gaze
Falling away By the sea My heart is clay Wondering what will be? Meandering alone
Staring into your auburn eyes Wishing I could bathe in your lov… Dreaming of you when I’m awake My head spins whenever we kiss My Body quakes
Swimming in a sea of doubt, Overcoming life’s bout. Nothing ventured, nothing gained; Nothing’s gained without adversity…
You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown
Twenty five Afraid to live Afraid to tempt fate To want what others have– How sinful of me
Dreaming in black & white Bracing for a fight Chasing shadows through the night Trying to avoid all light For fear of being hated
Something changed Like I knew it would The winter came And our hearts froze Hidden under a blanket of snow