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Feeling a multitude of emotions, that feel jumbled inside. So I thought I'd try to articulate it in a poem.
Dreaming in black & white Bracing for a fight Chasing shadows through the night Trying to avoid all light For fear of being hated
Dripping like honey Off your tongue Everything’s funny When I’m in your arms Running
Prolonging the inevitable Wanting this feeling to linger Succumbing to the infallible Feeling like we’re strangers Staring at me w/a dormant gaze
Sleepless nights Hot & heavy fights Slump over the couch Mumbling the words ouch! Give me some time
Abandoning logic Giving into my emotions Diving into a torrent of magic Swallowing a strange illogic Dancing in the rain
This fairytale Has turned into a horror scene Happy memories into a dream Succumbing to boredom Taking off the rose colored glasse…
I was a vixen Fixen to make A man outta you Drooling in a pool Made for fools
You write me Like lyrics to a song My head spins round My heart feels numb With my finger on repeat
Crying over you In my dreams Chasing you Through countless streams Traveling from state to state
I never thought I’d be the one to… Over all the stupid lies Streaming from your hollow eyes Into shady alibis Thinking I must be a fool
Wondering what I did wrong? What’d I say to make you walk awa… I guess we both weren’t strong eno… Maybe we’re better off this way Me sitting alone in my apartment
Swimming in a sea of wonder Waking to the crash of thunder Running till the fear ceases And light creases Bending but never breaking
Something changed Like I knew it would The winter came And our hearts froze Hidden under a blanket of snow
Twenty five Afraid to live Afraid to tempt fate To want what others have– How sinful of me
Smelling like perfume And your lips as soft as rose peta… Painting me in the memory of your… Trying to forever remain lost in t… Years have past