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Feeling like my life isn't where it ought to be. Feeling like I've lost a piece of me, the essence of who I am & trying to get back to who I am.
I Am wind I am fire I am earth I am water The in between
I never thought I’d be the one to… Over all the stupid lies Streaming from your hollow eyes Into shady alibis Thinking I must be a fool
Smelling like perfume And your lips as soft as rose peta… Painting me in the memory of your… Trying to forever remain lost in t… Years have past
Take your time, do it right Cry my name, hold on tight You can’t deny it, this feels righ… Quit looking at your phone Look into my eyes
Dreaming in black & white Bracing for a fight Chasing shadows through the night Trying to avoid all light For fear of being hated
Smiling while letting go Everything black has turned to sno… Digging to unearth buried feelings Searching for love everlasting In this world unabashedly
Danger stalks far & wide Questions linger in the air Waiting at the curb to catch a rid… Staring at the car lights Ready to set off a flare
Feel the need to dance away Feel the need to sail away Flying over tree tops My mind all in knots Feel the urgency to runaway
Killing questions with shade Sipping cool-aid under palm trees Watching haters burn & fade Into the sea Dancing stupid under flashing ligh…
Reaching in the frigid cold Searching for a hand to hold To give me hope To give me strength In the hallows of my mind
The cold wind blows Enveloping my fears Standing at the precipice Between life & death Vapors transfigure
Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting
Painting —Playing in the rain Dancing —In the bathroom mirror Praying
My love haunted My hope hunted All I ever wanted Was to be wanted Waiting for your call
You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown