Conveying my dismay @ my boyfriends dismissal of my opinions & ideas. Showing contempt for everything I say & do. Wondering if this love thing is all that it's cracked up to be sometimes.
This fairytale Has turned into a horror scene Happy memories into a dream Succumbing to boredom Taking off the rose colored glasse…
Floating in a wave of obscurity My heart is a world of secrecy Giving my hopes to the wind Relinquishing my dreams for clarit… I never meant to hurt you
I Am wind I am fire I am earth I am water The in between
Swirling in a silver haze Staring @ you While staring at me in a milky gla… Trying to talk to you But you close your eyes
Something changed Like I knew it would The winter came And our hearts froze Hidden under a blanket of snow
Tangled up in you Swimming in hues of blue Drawing you In shades of dejavu Searching for your heart
Feeling like a hurricane Burning like kerosene Glistening with a golden sheen I forget everything I’ve seen Hiding behind masks of confusion
Running into the eye of a storm Breaking promises that I’ve sworn Wearing a lightening cloak Picking up psyches that I’ve brok… Grey skies
Dancing in the dark Between the river & the spark Afraid of the sun Of becoming undone Holding my fist in the air
Maybe we’re wasting time Pretending to be fine Not addressing the strain We inflicted on our brains Naming names
Lifeless & alone Lying in a winter field of white My frost bitten skin Glistening in the light Lifeless & alone
In a desert land Reaching out my hand To an unknown love Carried by the wind Caught in a whirlwind
Gravitating towards your fire You’re my desire When I look at you I get inspired You make me want to feel You make me want to heal
Fuzzy feelings inside my belly My everything turns to jelly My intuition blurry From too much patron Dancing alone in a room full of gh…
Dripping like honey Off your tongue Everything’s funny When I’m in your arms Running