Conveying my dismay @ my boyfriends dismissal of my opinions & ideas. Showing contempt for everything I say & do. Wondering if this love thing is all that it's cracked up to be sometimes.
Sleepless nights Hot & heavy fights Slump over the couch Mumbling the words ouch! Give me some time
Free falling in traverse Sight seeing the universe From the backseat of a hearse Trying to outrun Cain’s curse A flash of light
This fairytale Has turned into a horror scene Happy memories into a dream Succumbing to boredom Taking off the rose colored glasse…
Falling away By the sea My heart is clay Wondering what will be? Meandering alone
Falling from the sky Silencing the hearts cry Feeding lies In hopes of filling hungry eyes Subjecting the innocence
Smiling while letting go Everything black has turned to sno… Digging to unearth buried feelings Searching for love everlasting In this world unabashedly
Twenty five Afraid to live Afraid to tempt fate To want what others have– How sinful of me
Killing questions with shade Sipping cool-aid under palm trees Watching haters burn & fade Into the sea Dancing stupid under flashing ligh…
Maybe we’re wasting time Pretending to be fine Not addressing the strain We inflicted on our brains Naming names
Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting
Another yr older Throwing wind into the fodder Picking myself apart Stumbling in the dark Trying to find a piece of who I u…
Staring into blue Picturing myself with you Dancing in neon lights Drinking till the sun comes up Getting lost in a sea of lonely he…
Upset I can’t control The outset Jealous Carefully meandering
Creating something Out of nothing Piecing together a tapestry Hoping others see its artistry Lingering by the wayside
Lifeless & alone Lying in a winter field of white My frost bitten skin Glistening in the light Lifeless & alone