Conveying my dismay @ my boyfriends dismissal of my opinions & ideas. Showing contempt for everything I say & do. Wondering if this love thing is all that it's cracked up to be sometimes.
Sifting through pieces of me Left broken and forgotten Trying to find a piece of me I’ve… Looking for my spark Now dying embers
Falling through a slit between the… Hoping to erase the hopelessness Sleeplessness brings Chasing after forgotten memories Longing to ascertain the meaning o…
Maybe we’re wasting time Pretending to be fine Not addressing the strain We inflicted on our brains Naming names
Danger stalks far & wide Questions linger in the air Waiting at the curb to catch a rid… Staring at the car lights Ready to set off a flare
Upset I can’t control The outset Jealous Carefully meandering
Dancing in the dark Between the river & the spark Afraid of the sun Of becoming undone Holding my fist in the air
Trying to understand But my mind is numb Walking through a land of fog It’s hard to see When your mind is closed
Scaling the keyboard in search of… Surfing the web in search of my tr… The more knowledgeable I am, The more cautious I become . Staring at the stars overhead
In a desert land Reaching out my hand To an unknown love Carried by the wind Caught in a whirlwind
Last Saturday night We never said our goodbyes We left behind our little white li… Rubbing cheek to cheek With a smile & a wink
Are you a boy Or are you a girl? Are you human Or a mural? Can I manipulate you
Painting —Playing in the rain Dancing —In the bathroom mirror Praying
Glowing from the inside out Trying to figure out What life’s about Running out of time Looking to find
Abandoning logic Giving into my emotions Diving into a torrent of magic Swallowing a strange illogic Dancing in the rain
Killing questions with shade Sipping cool-aid under palm trees Watching haters burn & fade Into the sea Dancing stupid under flashing ligh…