(2015)
I know That you still feel The same as I do I know That it can only
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
I didn’t know what it was like to… then you showed me what it was lik… I didn’t know what it was like to… Then you came along and accepted m… I didn’t know I could feel so dee…
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
Spent my whole life In a war zone Where everyman proves his metal by showing
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
In this life We have moments Both good and bad We have them all But the best moments
A powerful master Frequently cloaked Obscured by half truths Demands masked as duty Though there is nothing lovely in…
After the party Red solo cups and used rubbers filled with unrealized potential, liter
