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I pop the pills One two three I gulp the water that’s when I see that everything is
You’ve always attacked I can’t take anymore Family but enemies On two separate sides You fire your self pity
Hiding in my duvet Away from the world Alone with my thoughts and worries I contemplate the line The line across myself
Why do you make me feel like this You’re a toxic parent Dismissive over everything I do What can I do to please you Why do you make me feel like this
On my own, yet surrounded by peopl… I am trapped and isolated, lonely… It is dark here in this radiant li… maybe someone will see my plight. I’m standing still whilst all arou…
I lay my head down to rest, Then the tidal wave begins, The water flows freely around And then it stops and spins There is now a whirlwind in my min…
You walk beside me in all I do Your care and love surround me I feel your warmth since the day y… Your shadow is close beside me I love the thought of you guiding…
Hurting Why would you tell me? Do you think I’m strong? Why would you tell me, you know you were wrong.
Demons inside me Infesting my mind Freely wonder I am resigned. The line is cut
Just a lonely circus clown, With make up running down her chee… Her clothes are all faded And her body all weak. Just a lonely circus clown,
Tired Yawning Dopey Sleepy Lazy
But why don’t you understand I want you to know how I’m feelin… But why won’t you even listen I need you to know for my healing But why do you laugh it off
Taking my pen on a walk today Let’s see where it may take me It starts at my wrist and works it… And then it gets darker I see The line is fresh and bold and cle…
My wings have been clipped I can no longer fly My freedom has been taken away My heart feels pain, my head feels… And I wonder if I should complain
Hiding the sharpies is no mean fea… Hidden in a box with tablets, unde… Nobody knows, it’s a secret affair For which I’m addicted as I run s… I approach with caution, adrenalin…