Alone
This buzzing box
This room I find myself in
Pulsing, swarming, flashing lights.
All around me
All looking for something
Something sweet
Bodies buzzing around like bees in a hive
Bumped and pushed by sweaty limbs
But I can’t feel them
None of them
Nothing. Numb.
All i feel is my own existence.. barely.
I could be anywhere
I stand alone
Alone I am safe
I am strong
I go unnoticed
Invisible!
Invisibility the superpower
I can crouch in a corner and cower
Crouching tiger, hidden desire
Loneliness
The Lioness
Where no one will see my faults
Nobody will see me, rely on me, expect something from me..
I will be free
No emotional stress
Simplicity in this city
Faces and facades
Couples cry; and pretend; and march on..
One becomes two and then two become one then one moves onto another
The numbers add up
Everybody fucks up.
(2014)
