1+1=2
Simple Mathematics
Never Amount = Simple Mathematics
Does This Even Really Exist?
The Idea of my hate list,
Verses his Wish List...
One + One they say will always = Two,
But How? If I feel I’m Never Good enough for you?
Despite what you do,
Despite how I feel,
Whether it is just me or you,
Or whether it’s real!
I try to make you happy,
But always left questioning,
Do you feel free,
Or are you Silently,
Planning on Leaving. ..
I just want to see you smile,
But after All this while,
I feel as if I’m failing,
A huge part hesitating,
Am I meant to be,
always left wondering,
Is this degrading.
Or is this demeaning,
Or are you simply,
Wishing,
To advice me??
Every bit of me longs for you,
I admit sometimes I know not what to do,
I want to make you happy,
Also, I do not want to lose every part of me.
I feel as if I am on a journey -
Far from where I use to be,
Where Yes I am Better, but am I good enough,
Simple mathematics that are never adding up.
I want to be the best forever starting now,
But I admit I am not sure how,
I will improve any and everything,
As I have been,
I just want to see you HAPPY!!
Even if it means,
Giving up every
last bad bit of me,
I’d do it, start anew
just to hear you,
Like you use to,
Again, complimenting me,
How it use to be,
As your future, as your ever after,
Happily together -
With one another.
Forevermore,
I would give all I have and more,
Until I am not even sure,
Who I may have been once before.
The transformation is hard,
But losing you would be harder,
And having you in my life
Has only made me smarter.
So though it may not be easy.
I am fully willing,
To improve every piece of me,
To SIMPLY make you happy,
But if ever it could be,
I would like to just be the best me,
To and For You Equalling A masterpiece,
Living peacefully,
In Harmony,
So perfectly,
Complimenting ...
Lovable and Lovely,
Genuinely -
And Sincerely,
A Better You, A Better Me.
A Better Us, A Better Family
Because whether you know it or not,
This is my last shot -
You are all that I have got.
Losing you - I could never bare the thought!
So with simple mathematics,
Whether I’m good enough,
Will be determined by you,
Because all I say and do,
Is to get through to you,
Just how much you truly,
mean, To Me.
I just want to someday prove,
That I can be the perfect wife for you,
Therefore, keeping the statement TRUE,
That 1+1 Does Always Equal TWO,
JUST ME AND YOU!!
Because I truly do,
Sincerely,
With Every Fiber In Me,
Boo,
I Love You.
