My Epiphany
A glimpse from a higher power speaking to Lady J.
Trapped in the midst of the subconscious thoughts.
Lingering where some may consider unconscious.
More conscious and aware than I ever realized.
As I clasped my hands together in rejoice and praise.
I was thankful to being awake today.
I sat in front of God naked and bare.
My body fully covered in tears.
And there had been a removal of all other earthly fears.
The only thing I became afraid of was making God ashamed of me.
Fearing his judgement upon me.
Not fully having knowledge of all of Gods word,
Did not necessarily make me ignorant....
In fact I’d say it was more of a good thing.
Not knowing the consequences
of my own actions
forced me to search for answers
However they could come.
The source of a man’s word.
Though God said do not trust man...
He never said don’t trust a man of a certain stature or posture..
No matter how great a man may seem.
The scripture clearly stated trust no man.
That sentence was clear. No coma, no add ons.
Just period.
So word of mouth was not enough.
The new technology searching Google.
The beginning words “according to the bible...”
On my browser history numerous times.
But this day and age people tend to add Their own opinions.
So that was not enough for me either.
Turning to the Bible telling God I trusted it in his will that he would place my eyes on the right page at the right times.
A bible is a great place to learn.
But translating and interpreting it can be hard.
So you have to know that through out this search to grow in the word
Strengthen your Christianity
Become more entwined with the spiritual being than the being of our flesh.
We are able to start over new and fresh.
There are enticements, temptations, struggles, trials, and tribulations.
But if you are true to God,
If it’s meant to be it will become.
You can be an overcomer.
Many do not even know...
They claim Christianity.
They say I am a Christian.
Do they even know what that word actually means and the power it holds to claim that word. . .
Christian defined means Christ Like
And I feel we all fall short to say we are anything as close to pure form of Him.
You must understand that this journey will be the hardest you will ever face.
But It will also be the Greatest and most worth while.
I sat there stripped of that embarrassment of being naked.
As Adam and Eve had felt when they ate that forbidden fruit.
I knew this epiphany,
Was not a dream,
It was God speaking to me.
I was becoming cleansed.
Not just seeking forgiveness for past mistakes.
But to acknowledge that i’d turn to him before making more..
I’m only human. Lord knows. I may mess up a billion more times..
But I trust in him.
And as I sat weeping I was not really asking for anything from him.
All I wanted was to be a better Christian.
I rejoiced. Praising him.
Thanking him greatly for the beauty in the world.
I had taken things for granted at times before.
But my eyes were so fully open.
Even though they appeared swollen shut from the tears I can’t stop crying.
Not tears of sadness. But of great joy.
An abundant amount of thanks and gratefulness.
I fully can appreciate all of His greatness,
Everything he does, Is doing, and Has done
That we all sometimes fail to see just how great the works are.
Forever, I feel renewed and reborn, for the Lord fills my Heart.
(2014)
I had an epiphany of the Lord speaking to me in fluent conversation in which he had explained to me that I must keep my promises to be abundantly blessed. This Epiphany has consistently remained with me. I live my daily life with thoughts of the visions the Lord provided to and for me.
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