My ambitions are homeless, My determinations lost, My investments eagerly waiting for… To date, I meander, Observing life’s diverse paths,
The world is Bendy Far from Friendly Laughing
I tend to be tense, So I put up a fence, So no one can see My true identity. I decorate it with pictures,
You’re on my mind a lot. I’m not sleeping well. I dreamed about you last night. It was a very vivid dream. You were very much alive.
Days begin to blend as this sicken… I cannot break, so I just bend as… So still I fight to make amends, Stand tall again, but all the whil… Can’t comprehend,
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
I’m a mess Define emotional distress Oh yes; behind that cracked mirror You’ll see how fine I’m dressed Black eye
My mind is a prison so torturous, The inmates, my thoughts, preposte… Complying to their pleads would be… But ignoring their screams could b…
No intentions No emotions No opinions Just alive The carefully crafted oak frame be…
Looking out my bedroom window, I see the rain on a sunny day. And though the sunlight blinds me… This darkness suffocates me and it… From dusk comes dawn yet sleep eva…
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
I was gifted with this curse from… My rightful path upon this earth, Guardian angel haunting me until… Poverty is more, you see, than val… For just one moment, please,
The actor laughs The actor cries The actor plays to it’s disguise The actor kids The actor jokes
It’ll get easier, They say, And I agree, In a way, Because there’s a point,
The sun is beating down on me, Why am I so cold? In years I’m only fifteen, Why do I feel so old?