I was laughing on the bench at work
Smoking with my friend
You walked out of the store your ex –girlfriend held your hand
I didn’t really think much of it
Until you starting touching her
You walked her to her car
And you made the move first
My face turned pale and white and I was faint
And my friend helped me inside
Why do I let you do this to me?
I’m fucking up my own life
She held my hair back as I threw up
Over the thought of you back with her
But I cleaned myself up and dried my tears
Because I had to get back to work
We spent the next three hours in awkward silence
You clearly knew you hurt me
I keep making excuses saying that you’re a great guy
But your actions cut me so deep
As I was leaving you grinned at me
And I knew there was a devil in your heart
For you knew what we were and you threw it away
And laugh it off
Because I’m your joke