Fuck you for telling me all about your life and making me fall for you. Fuck you for being the most beautiful person my eyes have ever seen and I couldn’t help but want you. Fuck you for being so good to me and making me feel beautiful. Fuck you for kissing me back and for being the one I needed to kiss for real for the first time. Fuck you for making me fall in love you and being so scared to say I love you. Fuck you for making me feel safe for letting you in. Fuck you for saying I love you to me. Fuck you for saying I’m all you’d ever need. Fuck you for seeing me as someone you could love forever. Fuck you for calling me the love of your life. Fuck you for making me feel like what we could be was going to last a lifetime. I wish we could go back to that day and stop before it started. Yeah I love you with all I have. If it means that this pain never happened, and the happiness never happened, I’d take it all back. You fucked me up. You fucked me up by saying you had nothing to say to me. You fucked me up by coming back when I was doing good for myself after you left. I fucked up for letting you in. I love you, you know that? Just for that, I would take everything back. Because I feel like I’m always going to love you. What hurts the most is you don’t care about me. You don’t love me. I believe that you never loved me, some days. I know we needed each other but eventually you stopped needing me. I never stopped. I never stopped loving you, wanting you. Fuck you for being you.