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At this point all inconsistency makes me hesitant to continue on.
How can you build with someone you have trouble depending on?
One slow reply. One “I’m busy tonight”
and I’m bound to go crazy.
I leave when I’m unsure just so no one can play me.
This makes me the problem because I go ghost when you need me most.
My heart is a messy place and I’m an unenthusiastic host.
I found a few people along the way who love me in a special way.
I’m scared to hurt them like you hurt me so usually I just fade away.
Those important people tend to resent me because of this.
The love they had no longer exists.
They used to kiss me, now they just dissed me.
I say nothing because I think I deserve it.
I planned to leave you alone but when I saw you my emotions had a plan of their own.
I don’t cry when you hurt me now.
It was my fault for answering the phone.
Honestly I hurt someone who cares about me, hoping that you still care about me.
But with every heartbreak I learn a little bit more about me.
It hurts me to hurt others.
I love hard. My friends like my brothers.
I always think about the past.
People go. Memories last
There’s something about things that’s not good for me
That feel so damn good to me.
No matter how nicely you say good bye
You’ll never be remembered as a good guy
